In The Middle

It is not that i really want to die,
No.
But at the same time,
I don't want to live.

Until Then

And then, she wondered,
"How can i protect something so perfect without evil?"

Home

Just so let you know,
Im not a home that you can return to.

Thank You

Instead of hatred, i start to feel pity for you. You have no one to remind you how shitty is your behavior, or how you act like a kindergarten kid. You are lack of attention and love. You are clueless and lonely.

Meeting a person like you, honestly, makes me remember myself in the past; i was a hater, extremely rude, self-centered, self-denial, over-confidence, blaming people for life, never listen to advices, that was why nobody likes me.

I should feel blessed to have so many friends who still caught me up before i'm fall, who stop my steps to the wrong way. Up and down, being ugly or poor, they are still there. With me.

I honestly don't know what will i be without them. Maybe i will still stuck with who i was before, refuse to accept the fact that i was alone.

Saying 'i love you guys' might sounds a bit disgusting, but i hope that even you don't feel doing anything for me, i'll let you know that you saved me from my worst. Thank you, from my deepest heart.

Thank you for being there.