Ego

Lately i've been full of myself,
But i've never lived better than this
I just say what i want to say
I just do what i want to do

This is the first time
I've been full of myself,
Everything is about me,

But
This is also the first time
That i actually love being myself.

Fleet

Always remember, remember
That all the things that you have now
May fleet somewhere
Somewhere that you can't reach
Somewhere that it can't even hear your voice

Always remember, remember
That i can fly anytime i want
To somewhere that i'be been longing for
To somewhere that i can find home
To somewhere which i can't be lost on my way anymore

I am not anybody's treasure
I am not anybody's salvation
Nobody
Nobody can own me.
I am myself.

When you lost it,
Once you lose your grip,
Its gone.
Its free.

Always remember,
Remember,
I may fleet, too.

Glitch.

We are so far gone.
We are
Everything, everything
Is gone.

Earth

It's funny when you love someone faraway from you,
You'd think like, oh, today i see a really bright and blue sky
Trees dancing, the leaves were moving like a musical theatre opening
The wind is uplifting
And it's funny
How you wonder how it's going in the other part of the world

Are you eating enough today?
Have you shower?
Do you stepping on the same soil and earth with me?
Is the sun shining bright? Or is it rainy there?
Do you see the same sky and horizon as i see? Look, like various shapes of clouds, that one looks like a doughnut.

When you start to forgot how his voices sounds like
Or how his eyes usually sparkles
Like there is always brilliant lights and hopes
Then you just stood, numb for a second
There is a thump
Heavy, in your heart
Knowing that maybe the person you thinking about all day
Might be looking for the same rainbow or rushing, running across the field,
Or reading some books, leaning under the tree
But that person
Don't even have you in mind

But that's okay
This is okay
Look even how far we're separated
I'll always pray for you to be happy
Here, right under the same sky
We're in the same earth.

Talk

Have you ever scrolling down of all your friends name in chatting applications,
Dozen of applications and hundred of names
Over and over again
And left with a feeling that you urgently need to talk to someone
But you think that nobody there is able to listen to you?
I have.
Just today.

Closed

You know that
I'm a type of person
Who would lie if it is none of your business?
I think human relation is very flat.
That flatness brings you trust to each other.
If one says she/he do something bad,
The other believes so.
Because they dont think beyond the relation,
They dont think like,
'How if she/he lying for good sake?'
Or
'Why was she/he different from usual?'
Im saying this because
So many people judges me
Based on what i prefer to show them.

Who cares with what im actually doing?
It is none of your business anyway. Let me do my thing,
And let you believe what i told you to believe.