Drowning

I get to the point,
Where i'm actually don't know what to cry anymore
So i wake up every morning
Birds chirping, then i remember to be alive
Walk slowly to the kitchen
Take milk, take cereals
Have breakfast
Wash the dishes

Look, the water is running
Can it cleans?
Can it drowns?
I stood there, again, touch the water
With the feeling
That i might don't know myself anymore.
See, even

I lost myself.