For the Beloved

I remember that day, one afternoon
In the beginning of July, the heat is amazing
I look at the sun
Waiting for you at the edge of station
As i feel happy
To see you again this time

Finally you come by
Calling my name from faraway
I see you waving from the other side
Laughing, as bright as the sunflowers

I remember the days
When i see you grow up
A bit by a bit
Mad because of few things
Cry because of another things
Laugh because so much things
I might be weird
To act like a mother for you
I love you like i have a child

When you talk
It feels the world is different stories
And then you would laugh whenever you said something dumb
And then you share another stories
About those things you loved
That might hurts you
Remember, remember, i said
That some of them might be unworthy to keep
You said, you know it.

When you speak, you speak of honesty
I see the lights on your big round eyes
Like there will be a lots of falling stars
Like a paint brush
When you're hurt, the way you see things would be different
It would be darker than ever

Im afraid that none of people would understand this kind of feeling
That im sure they will think weirdly
Of me and him
But
Its about the feeling that you wanted to protect
For those who are so precious yet so fragile
For those whose you'd wish to see keep smiling and laughing
Those who can keep dreaming and move forward
Those whose means a lots.
Those who can make you run uncontrollably to the hospital when they said they're sick.
Those who can force you to make a good soup eventough you can't really cook well.
Those who can make you remember the list of food that you can't eat.

Its the voice that you haven't heard for years
Its the song that you haven't sing together for years
Its the face that you haven't see for years
Its the hug that you haven't do for years

I love you, as one of my beloved
I love you, as i always pray that you will be happy
I love you, without any rules

I remember that day, when you finally had to leave
I have to see your back, you walk forward
Then you once looking back, smile at me
And waving again
As you left
Im thinking of the next times
That we will meet again someday
It would be the same
You will be full of laugh, life and love
And i will embrace you for all of that

Your happiness
Is my everything.